Patch Work Girl

Sticking this needle in with force,
Trying to sew myself back together,
of course,
My thread keeps breaking,
I can't live through my emotion's divorce.

The thread is so old and weak,
The cloth are so wet from tears,
I am begining to reak,
Now I can sew on a cloth for my fears.

Time sews me back together,
But not very tightly,
I will be like this forever,
Because the cloth holding me together isn't very mighty.

I know I'll come apart again,
More tears will be shed,
More hurtful words said,
Again,..Not again
I'll come apart again,
Another cloth will be added,
Time will only tell when.

I have waited a eternity,
To hold something,
And not fall apart,
I Want to hold it forever,
Forever in my arms.

I want a peaceful sleep,
Without waking up from hearing myself weep,
I want a love,
To help put me together and become one,
I want to stay together on my own,
I Want to stay in one piece in my home,
I don't want pieces of emotions,
I don't want them to break me in their erosions.

Set me free from these strings,
Leave this past behind,
And be free,
I want to be at peace in my mind.